Again 20XII
I am too greedy with her. - Wale
she intoxicates me, yet I can’t get enough of her.- wale
How do I look at her and tell her?-wale
I’ll still tell her everything, even if it breaks me. - Wale
I hesitate in asking her, but what makes Wale so special? - Diadem
You know I have thought about having sex with you multiple times: touching you, having you. - Diadem
He’s the calm that came after the storm; the breeze he brought soothed all the pain I felt away.- Nneoma
The next thing he says stills me in place -Nneoma
All I want is you .. banky w & chidnma
Wale’s POV
It’s past 12 a.m. I can’t sleep. The way Nneoma left hunts me the way she looked at me. I am really messing up with this. Nneoma is understanding; I am sure if I tell her about this she would understand, but I can’t bring myself to tell her. It’s at the tip of my tongue my Nneoma, my star, the girl that wears her heart on a sleeve, the only woman I want to spend every minute of my existence with. How do I look at her and tell her?
I place my hand, crossed, at the back of my head and stare at the ceilings. All I see is her face. I am too greedy with her. I love discovering her body. I love how she yaps endlessly about physics and games. I hate seeing her face scrunched up in wrinkles when she’s trying to fix bugs.
Out of habit I reach for the position she normally occupies and am met with air. Her smell lingers that vanilla-and-coconut scent I love so much. She’s everywhere in this resort. I took her to all positions, all corners. The more we become intimate, the more I want her. I love her; she intoxicates me, yet I can’t get enough of her.
I need to fix this. Her birthday is coming with the speed of lightning. Is it too early to buzz the group this morning? What do I buy for her? It needs to be special like her. I’ll still tell her everything, even if it breaks me. She said I am acting like Diadem. Mehn. That one pierced my heart.
I need to make things right. One thing about Nneoma direct sorry and showing through your actions that you’re sorry is the only way to get to her, not just gifts, even as much as she likes them. I slowly catch myself drifting off; unconsciously I think to myself, I’ll make it up to you, my girl.
Back in Scotland — UK
Diadem’s POV
I hesitate in asking her, but what makes Wale so special? Is it the money? I don’t miss how she glares at me. Is it sex? Or the way he loves? I don’t know. Nneoma, give me something. Dammit the torture of seeing her in another man’s arms has driven me over a cliff I never saw myself going over.
If it’s money, I have lots of it to give out and I would still have tons of it. I gulp hard. I know I have never had sex with you, but if I was given the opportunity I wouldn’t pass it up you would have difficulty walking the next day. She raises her eyebrows. You know I have thought about having sex with you multiple times: touching you, having you.
She says, Diadem, stop. Just stop. Enough. You’re pushing me. I won’t hesitate to ask you to leave if you complete that sentence. It’s disrespectful. I am with Wale.
Torture, Diadem? Lmaoo. Now you have a snippet of how I felt watching you have someone else in your arms. You made sure to flaunt it at any given opportunity. We’re not doing competition, but I’m glad you’re experiencing the hurt that crippled me not just in my heart; it stilled my movements. My hands became shaky, my eyes blurred with tears. You discarded me like a piece of shit.
You want to know why I chose Wale? she says.
Nneoma’s POV
I shut my eyes because I can’t look at Diadem when talking about Wale. I say, “Wale holds my heart in a safe way. I feel like a porcelain doll around him. He’s the calm that came after the storm; the breeze he brought soothed all the pain I felt away. Wale reassured me. He walks with me like he’s one with me. Baring my soul out with him doesn’t feel like a strain it feels like a bond. With every piece of me I share with him, it gets stronger; it pools at my feet and sweeps me away.
Wale spends so much time around me willingly. I never have to perform or be sick before he stays with me. Yes, you were consistent back when we always talked for a year. Wale is different. He loves me in a way that says, ‘If you go down I am going with you; if you go up I am going with you. You’re mine and I am yours.’ I see you in every girl because it’s you my heart recognizes. I love how intentional he is of me. He thinks about every tiny detail; he wakes up thinking of ways to make me blush. I love him more for that.
I cannot deny whatever we have, Diadem, but I don’t think it’s worth pursuing. I cannot bring myself to allow you to hurt me again. I also really love Wale, Diadem.
Diadem clenches his jaw. He’s in deep thought, weighing his options of doing something crazy or staying calm, even though he’s glaring at me. Smoke is coming from both corners of his ears. I expect him to say, Okay,or I see.
The next thing he says stills me in place: I can’t let you go. I just can’t.
Diadem, I think it’s best you go to my brother’s room. I need to sleep; we have a long bug day tomorrow courtesy of you and Kamsi. Don’t even deny it. I give him my worst glare.
He puts his hands up in defeat, with an exhausted expression, and tells me good night. When he reaches the door he says, “You’ll be okay, yeah?”
I nod.
When he closes the door I finally let out a deep breath and race to lock it. I walk slowly to my bed, plop on it. After praying again, I slide into my bed with my mind flying in all directions. Shortly after, I drift off to sleep.
Barbie as Narrator
Is it safe to open my eyes now? Wale holds my heart in a safe way and he’s always beside me. 🥹 That line!
Diadem is quite bold, saying those kinds of things. Mehn 😂 seems like he ordered it from Temu. I kind of like that he’s level headed; at least he’s not going off like a hot engine that has no control. He’s kind of trying to understand her therapy >>>.
Wale makes me blush every time Nneoma intoxicates me. I wish they sold men like Wale; I would order ten of them! What a mannnnnnnn.
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Can Diadem and Nneoma chapter be closed already though?
I missed Writing 🥹I had to run here .